Is there anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me.
Is there anyone at home?
I'll need some information first.
Just the basic facts.
Can you show me where it hurts?
So here are the facts: my PSA number now stands at 11.37
So where do we go from here? Perhaps as a first step I’ll go back on Casodex to see if by cutting off the source of the ten percent of testosterone, my numbers will come back down?
I pray that’s the direction my Oncologist suggests. The other choice, the one we almost delved in to a few months ago is not pretty. Chemo. It’s such a nasty, nasty word.
Here I sit wondering, what the hell? What’s next?
Back to the song……
It doesn’t hurt – I am nodding – the facts are the facts and that is what really, really is hard to accept right now…and so I am….comfortably numb.