My phone jsut rang, it was the doctor.....I've got it.
There apparently is a scale they use to grade cell degradation..
For me it's a 7 on the right side and an 8 on the left. Next step, and CAT scan and bone scan ASAP next week.
I'm sitting at my desk, trying not to cry while at the same time trying to figure out how to say even a word to my boss without breaking down.....I'm outta here....more next time.
INSTANT THOUGHT: I don't want to die, this is harder than I even expected, pray for me.