I'm tired

I am fairly certain my friends, family, and those around me on a daily basis would attest to the fact that I’m not a complainer.  I don’t dwell on my situation or current condition, nor do I focus on the negative side of a situation, but I have to say it at least once, I’m tired.

I’m tired of:

• the little aches and pains. 
• taking all the medications.
• worrying if the current treatment is working. 
• trying to live a normal life when my life is anything but normal.
• worrying about the future, and for me that's like six months from now!
• not playing disc golf.
• the words 'Prostate' and 'Cancer'

For you regular readers you should recognize this as one of my moments. We now return to your regularly scheduled programming!